It’s time to get angry.
Get angry at your eating disorder.
Stop yelling at your parents and loved ones for trying to help.
Stop blaming and feeling sorry for yourself.
Stop isolating because you think you have no friends.
Stop acting like there’s no way out.
Get angry. Fight the evil disorder that is taking your life away. Get so mad for all the times it kept you from being happy.
You have the control now, you really do.
Stop dragging your tired body out for runs when all it wants is rest. Sleep in.
Eat the damn cookie, eat peanut butter out of the jar, go for a third slice of pizza. Make IT angry.
You can spend years trying to hold on to it, or you can choose to destroy what has been destroying you. Choice is yours and I hope you get angry.